these bittersweet memories//*

hello there

2009-01-31T10:51:00.000+08:00

i changed my blog skin just cause SOME PEOPLE cannot view them on their terrible firefox/internet explorer. haha

2009-01-24T01:30:00.002+08:00

okay, so its 1.40 in the morning and im wide awake cos something really epic happened.

CAUTION: THERE'S PROFANITIES IN THIS POST COS THEY ARE TOTALLY APPROPRIATE FOR THIS REALLY EPIC STORY

ok, so me my sister and my mom went to loyang point to buy groceries.
then me and my sister, we were smelling those johnson johnson baby bath at the toiletries section.

so then i noticed got this three banglas like suddenly appear. then they walk up and down the aisle lah, passing by me all this while.. so then me and my sister were facing each other, my back was to the banglas. my sister facing me lah, so she can sort of see the banglas. soo. as they were passing by me, they deliberately lifted their LEFT hand up and touch my RIGHT butt. ok, so when the first guy did it, i thought, accidental la. but then when the second and third guy did the same thing, my sister saw what happened and she looked at me with a shock look on her face. i knew they've been doing that la. so then i said to her. "shut up, they've been doing that since just now" and walked away to the cereals section.

i was sms-ing nad and ami about what happened lah, when i saw people walking from the corner of my eye, towards me. so i looked up and saw that it was the same three people just now. so this time i was looking down and i saw one hand just reached up on my privates! so i got grossed out la. i looked up and saw that fucking bangla actually SMILE at me. oh fuck him. i walked away but his other two friends were like trying to block me, so i pushed myself past them. yeah obviously at this point they touched my boobs. (this part i didnt tell ANYONE, not even the police) so i didnt really exaggerate here.

so then my mom knew already cos my sister told her la so she was wide-eyed everything and asked, "maner dorang, maner dorang" so we searched for them, but cannot find. then she say, "nevermind, nanti Allah balas dorang" ok then my mother very epic one, she asked me, alia kau nak beli susu tak? like, so inappropriate! then when we walked to the cashier, my mother told my sister to take the telur which costs 4 bucks. wth kan. ok so all this while, my dad was at the bank at tampines. so we had to go to the waiting area for my dad. my mom told my sister to walk behind me to protect me while she go banana-hunting.

so while me and my sister were walking to the waiting area, we met those fucking banglas again. they were actually taunting me and laughing at me, those bastards. so while we were outside they follow us outside also. they were sitting near the bicycle bay and everything. they kept staring and laughing at me. i told my sister and she stared back. then those bastards laughed also. so then, while i was outside, the CHIEF bastard went in, the door was open so i could see him from the outside. he actually had money in his hand and he gestured me to come. like, im not a prostitute ok! so at which point i was so scared i wanted to cry already. then he went out again and then there was a taxi pulling up on the waiting bay. you know, tis fucking bastard actually motioned me to get into the taxi with him! WHAT THE ****.

my sister called my dad and asked where he was and asked him to come real quick. so when my dad came, that bangla was still there. by this point i was already freaked out and had started crying like crap. then i opened the passenger door and said, "abah, that guy has been molesting me since just now" and i pointed at him. at this point my dad was already half-way out of the door and asked, 'which one" the bangla was like, walking calmly to the entrance of loyang point, acting so innocent. my sister pointed out the correct one and confirmed. my dad confronted him and asked if he had molested me. the bangla replied "oh sorry sorry" my dad then said "WHAT SORRY SORRY. NO SORRY SORRY" i was so scared ah. my dad actually picking a fight with him. then the onlookers just stare never help.

then when my mom finished her banana-hunt she came out and there was this policeman who wasnt on duty(my dad found out later) asked my mom, "kak, kenapa kak?" then my mom say "he's a molester". terus that policeman helped my dad pin him to the ground. oh yes, there was another police warden who helped the policeman. the bangla tried to struggle but the policeman shouted "DONT MOVE! DONT MOVE!" i was in the car with my sister and started asking "should i call police should i call police" (just realised alot of what we said were repeated. from the sorry, to the dont move to the calling of police) so i dialed 999 and passed the phone to my dad. i sat in the car with my sister and was crying like crap. then the passer-by ah, they stare at me ley, as if i did something wrong. like wtf. and it took the police like, 10-15 mins to come. so long sia. wait like hell in the car (thank god for air-con) while waiting i stopped crying and called my siter, nenek and my aunt about what happened. busu very funny one! she can still ask me how much that guy offer me. LOL.

so anyway, after all the hulabaloo and everything. my dad found out from the police who was off duty that this bangla actually illegal immigrant ley. like, TWO-IN-ONE! so we had to go to bedok north police station (yet again!) to make our police reports. mine was the longest cos i was VICTIM. but the senior staff sergeant very nice, he say he wants to charge this guy. he told me, "if he steal your shoe, im not so angry, but he do this kind of thing, especially to a girl/woman ah, i cannot just let it happen. i want to charge him, so you have to be 100% sure that its him ah! cannot have even 2% doubt. because this guy is denying that he molested you, so if he want to fight all the way, you might have to go to the court." then my mom told me that he actually molested me more than once and the sss was like, "this guy try to be funny again ah?!" he actually looked shocked. yeah so there i was yet again at bedok police station, making another police report about another molest case. /sigh. so my sister and my dad had to make their police reports also.

oh yeah, btw. if you are like thinking to yourself, why i never shout/scream/kick his groins/slap him, my anser is i dont know why. my brain died on me at the inappropriate time.

oh and my sister heard him saying on the phone that this guy is denying that he molested me. but we are both 100% sure its him! still have the cheek to deny everything.

as for the court case, i hope that he's caught on the CCTV or something, pleads guilty so i dont have to go to court. later i get intimidated by the lawyer of the defendant how. but exciting ah, cos i want to be lawyer, and i can see how the lawyer works.

so yeah. my REALLY EPIC story for today.

2009-01-22T10:50:00.004+08:00

oh hello.

haven't been updating much since there isn't anything exciting happening.
ok. maybe O level results.
i'm not gonna say anything about mine, just happy i can get into a jc.
anyway, congrats to my batch for making it best results in 11 years.
average of 10.8.
still, am abit jealous of shyaza's school.
i thought it was impossible to get a 9.0 for a school average. its amazingggg.

madrasah is okay, dont really need to make new friends cos ive got people from my school there,
and i know them already.
i just need to shut up once in a while cos i talk waaaaaay to much.
yeah, people who knows me knows that.

anyway i just found out mdm jayanthi is now v-p of prps. not a shock there, she told us already last year.

oh oh. thanks muhammad for prying into mr. chow's business for me! hahahahaha.
i know i kpo lah. you shuttup. and your life story very interesting. tell me more.

im going out with nadiah and amirah today, can't wait. i havent been out since prom night, you know. even during O levels results i didnt see any of my friends (cos i went home crying, of course).

ok. til next time. ta-ta!

2009-01-10T10:33:00.002+08:00

why is it that everytime i have to come and blog about death?
it's such a morbid topic, but death seems to be busy visiting us these few months.

first it was Ilyana's nenek.
four days later, my datuk.
forty days later, Nadzirah's datuk.

/sigh

such upsetting news to hear when your loved ones pass away
however though, as we grow older, they grow older too, and things like this are bound to happen (right now our wish is to stay young forever or to turn back time to when we were young and everything is carefree. with no worries at all)

to hear what nadz told me about his grandfather made me sad cos never in my whole entire life have i met him, but yet the sadness in me made me feel as if i knew him for a very long time.

nadz told me about the photo album he had in his bag and was very touched when she told me he had pictures of my parents, too (just cos my parents and her parents got married on the same day my mom and her dad are brother-sister)

however though, we must be very thankful that he passed away on friday morning. kalau lebih daripada 40 orang sembahyangkan jenazah ini, maka dia terlepas daripada seksa kubur.

/sigh cousin.
now your tok din, datuk, your brother, my brother and nek bidah...etc are all waiting for us in syurga

Semoga doa-doa dan tahlil kami diterima oleh Allah SWT dan mereka dimasukkan ke dalam Syurga. Amin

p/s Death, please, stay away from us all. take a break from your job. please.

2008-12-18T22:13:00.001+08:00

2008 is a sucky year.

im just hoping that 2009 awaits me and bring me more happiness

starting off with good O level results.

tho it has started off with me not being in the same class as jan and sha.

life sucks. but why must i deal with it?

XOXO alia

random nothings.

2008-12-07T19:53:00.002+08:00

i know what i need.
i need to shop for new undergarments. (:
that would be fun.
haha

anyways. tomorrow marks the seventh day of datuk's death.

i love you datuk.

XOXOXO
alia

i love datuk.

2008-12-04T07:42:00.002+08:00

sorry i haven't been blogging alot this past few days.
i have been really busy going back and forth to the hospital until 10PM with my grandmother.
if some of you don't know yet, my grandfather was warded in the SICU since last monday.
However, he has just passed away on tuesday morning.
my mother got a call from my aunt who was staying at the hospital, saying that datuk's heart stopped, but the doctors managed to revive him again.
so my mom and dad rushed to the hospital to be by his side.
all of datuk's anak-anak was there to see him breathe his final breath of air.
they were all busy reading prayers to him.
i woke up at 3.45AM that morning after datuk passed away at 2.20AM to the sounds of my distraught grandmother crying in the room. i kind of knew what happened, but i had to confirm my intuitions. so my father came out and told me "datuk passed away."
that got me started crying. mind you, im like this drama-mama queen. it hasnt hit me yet that datuk is gone and is not coming back forever. he has been in the hospital for 18 days, and so i have been getting used to datuk not being at home and is still in the hospital. i was supposed to be taking care of him on tuesday, on the day he passed away. anyway, i reached pak long's place at about, 7 or 8 in the morning, and my datuk's jenazah was already there. i kissed him once on the forehead and datuk was actually smiling. im not kidding. he looked so serene and clean. he looked happy. he is not in pain and no longer in any sufferings. he had had stroke for 11 years and memories of him coming back from his shop at geylang is blurry but i still have them with me. i cried alot on that day. when they were reading the tahlil, i cried so much that busu said i was so violent when i cried. i couldn't help it okay. i had just realised that that was going to be the last time i was going to see him. the last thing i said to him was, "datuk rest ok". i am extremely saddened because i wasnt given the chance to tell him that i love him so much. i have heard so many stories of him and he was no less than the greatest man i have ever met in my whole entire life. he helped so many people when he was still able to. he helped his sisters get their children to school. he helped people finincially, but he was cheated once. he went for haj three times. he never forgot about Allah swt. nenek told me yesterday that everytime datuk wakes up, even tho its not even time for prayers, he would always say, "aku nak sembahyang". he never liked listening to nenek mengumpat. (yeah, women have tendency to do that without realising it).

two days ago, when datuk passed away, the solat jenazah was held at the mosque. according to uncle Jamal, when they reached, the mosque was fairly empty, but when they started the solat, the mosque was suddenly full and when the solat ended, it was empty again. my only thought is that the malaikat(s) followed him to the mosque and all.

dearest datuk,
i will always remember the time when:

i used to push you around the swimming pool. (although i love pushing you too fast like rollercoaster and yet you never complained).
we always sing "begawan solo" and you would say, "bukan gitu", and start singing yourself while we all be your backup singers (with all our horrible voices)
i always play with your tongkat as tho it was a pogo-stick
i always helped you with your ubat-ubat
you talked about your late mother and how she would sell epok-epok for a living.
i baked you cookies and cakes and you would eat them all
you scold us by saying "HEP!"
i always prank nenek by walking with your tongkat, pretending that i was you instead (it didn't really work tho cos nenek knows all)
you laugh at my lame jokes
everytime i salam you, you would always kiss me on the forhead
you were still healthy, you would come back home and us cucus will rush up to you and give you a BIG hug
my family visit you at your shop at Geylang, you would always give me and kakak fatin pomegranate to eat on the way home
i always asked you what you used to sell last time (satay, buah-buahan....)
i HUGGED you all the time.
i was going for my O levels, you would always ask "nak pergi mane ni?"
we leave for holidays i would wave goodbye from the car to you and say "datuk jangan naughty okay?"
i leave for school and called out your name to wave goodbye

everyone redha that Allah swt has taken datuk away. he was in so much pain. datuk dah tak merana lagi. i don't like seeing datuk in pain. kalau boleh, we all wanted to share the burden all together. datuk is smiling, kata afiah, "datuk senyum pasal datuk dapat jumpa dengan Allah". mind you, she is only EIGHT and that was intelligence right there. if datuk is still here, he would have had prostate cancer.

Ya Allah, Alhamdulillah datuk dah tak dalam kesakitan lagi. Ini semua telah diatur dengan sempurna. Semoga Allah mencucuri rahmat ke atas rohnya. Amin

XOXO alia

2008-11-25T15:01:00.003+08:00

HAHA me and shyaza was like tagging each other's blog like some mad people although we were online. she tag me on my blog and i tag her back on her blog, so if you wanna know the conversation must toggle between both blogs which is leceh XD.
AND i should stop putting up posts with HAHA first.

XX alia

the post that was lost.

2008-11-25T13:55:00.000+08:00

hahaha ok this is quite funny.
there's this guy from malaysia who stalks me.
his name is X.
haha he chatted with me just now and i totally couldnt understand what with the weird english and with the chim MELAYU he talks in. i am like, the makcik2 kind of malay so i talk in very pasar malay.
so then he asked me how old i am and i had this impression that he was some 20 year old pervert so i said i was, young. and guess what.
he is like, 15. wtf
ok. fast forward and all....
he asked me to be his bf.
and i said no lah duh.
and he went like, oh i am not aas rich as you bla bla bla.... =.='
desperate much? i know him for like only thirty minutes and that was so not the reason la.
weirdo. and he totally didnt get it when i chatted with him i was so totally not into him.
i hope he doesnt read this tho. he's a stalker he might read it what right?
i talked to MR CHOW about him cos i got totaly freaked out and he said that X is not going to stalk me all the way in Singapore.
like, why didnt I think of that?

ok so yesterday yesterday
i went to watch High School Musical 3 with my cousin(s) after visiting datuk in the hospital.
it was not planned and i wasnt dressed for ORCHARD ok. i was wearing slippers with a skirt and a shirt. i was so dressed for like, west plaza or something, not freaking orchard.
so we had our tickets, sitting at 9 and 10 (maybe 11) C. and we were from the bottom, counting the letters backwards, and i went like, g....f.....e.....d....A. it took me a while to realise what i said and we (me and nadz) started laughing like mad. mind you, we were in the cinema. we were lucky not to get kicked out of the cinema what with the racket we made there.
ok so zac efron appeared and my cousin went like, omg he's so hot but all i see is his armpit hair.
wtf cousin!
i felt like a bimbo the whole day (probably due to the lack of studying) cos zac was wearing a number fourteen shirt and i pointed out to nadz, "eh, FOURTEEN!" with total excitement, ok.
and i think nadz(or was it me) who went "ok, thanks alia for pointing out the obvious"
ok so then after the movie we were going down the escalator and i saw in the building opposite it was a gym cos people were running on treadmills and were working out. once again, being the bimbotic alia that i was the entire day i went, " EH GYM!!" that was when i wanted to slap myself. OH and on the escalator my skirt got stuck. i got freaked out ok. nadz saw the whole thing. haha. i went home late and got nagging from mommy.
oh well. at least it was a fun day.
let's do it again, COUSIN.

XX alia

random stuffs

2008-11-23T00:24:00.005+08:00

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im for like only thirty minutes and that was so not the reason la.
weirdo. and he totally didnt get it when i chatted with him i was so totally not into him.
i hope he doesnt read this tho. he's a stalker he might read it what right?
i talked to MR CHOW about him cos i got totaly freaked out and he said that X is not going to stalk me all the way in Singapore.
like, why didnt I think of that?

ok so yesterday yesterday
i went to watch High School Musical 3 with my cousin(s) after visiting datuk in the hospital.
it was not planned and i wasnt dressed for ORCHARD ok. i was wearing slippers with a skirt and a shirt. i was so dressed for like, west plaza or something, not freaking orchard.
so we had our tickets, sitting at 9 and 10 (maybe 11) C. and we were from the bottom, counting the letters backwards, and i went like, g....f.....e.....d....A. it took me a while to realise what i said and we (me and nadz) started laughing like mad. mind you, we were in the cinema. we were lucky not to get kicked out of the cinema what with the racket we made there.
ok so zac efron appeared and my cousin went like, omg he's so hot but all i see is his armpit hair.
wtf cousin!
i felt like a bimbo the whole day (probably due to the lack of studying) cos zac was wearing a number fourteen shirt and i pointed out to nadz, "eh, FOURTEEN!" with total excitement, ok.
and i think nadz(or was it me) who went "ok, thanks alia for pointing out the obvious"
ok so then after the movie we were going down the escalator and i saw in the building opposite it was a gym cos people were running on treadmills and were working out. once again, being the bimbotic alia that i was the entire day i went, " EH GYM!!" that was when i wanted to slap myself. OH and on the escalator my skirt got stuck. i got freaked out ok. nadz saw the whole thing. haha. i went home late and got nagging from mommy.
oh well. at least it was a fun day.
let's do it again, COUSIN.

XX alia

2007-10-11T09:59:00.002+08:00

things i owe you people(:

2007-10-11T09:59:00.001+08:00

2007-10-10T20:54:00.001+08:00

i hate her. she's so annoying. UGH!
what the hell is wrong with her?
so insensitive to one's feelings.
i just hate her.
i know, she's my _ _ _ _ _ _.
whatever.
air dicencang tiada putus.
right.
so annoying. she thinks i'm a _ _ _ _ _.
which i am not even close to being one.
(btw the blanks do NOT stand for BITCH.)
does having a friendster means that i have no life?
come on, i BARELY log on to friendster anymore.
she's like spying on me.
as though i'm a kid.
she's only ELEVEN years old.
i hope she gets a taste of her own medicine someday.
see how it feels like to be criticized again and again and again.
see how it feels like when it sinks into you.
see whether you can take it or not.
i can take a bit of criticism, but this is way over the line!
she thinks that i'm a rock? a doll? with no heart?
the last time i checked, i think my heart is still where it's supposed to be.
she has a cold heart.
it's like a heart which had been through ice age a few years ago.
ARGH!
i hate hate hate her.

hello everybody

2007-06-04T10:23:00.000+08:00

haha ok i totally forgot my username and password and guess what? i remembered again! hahaha stupid me. anyway. i am in the midst of finding myself. i have friggin no idea what the hell is wrong with me. the only person who understands me alot is amirah. sometimes i get angry at her but she totally understands and she doesnt get scared (i think) of me. she will still talk to me. she doesnt ignore me. amirah. i so need to talk to you! i need your help.
i need to see a psychiatrist.
god help me

oh my gosh

2007-03-09T21:41:00.000+08:00

ok. as you all know, i have not been updating(:

hahaha

sorry to those yang often come and go just cos it has not been updated.
i.e syaf.

ok. so as you know by the tags by lumpawoo, yeah i got top
for my MUIS with a score of 455. eveything A* except sirah which was a friggin B.
B ok! if it was an A i wouldnt mind but a B! it's like a bloody scar on the report!
oh wells. i bet people would want to strangle me for saying that(:
i.e LUMPAWOO
so must be bersyukur and i AM.

and like omg guess what??
ustazah's like leaving us.
i am sooo soooo going to miss her soooo much i want to like cry 10 buckets.

and anyway. i have not updated the LA photos cos i have not gotten MOST of it from my sister's CAM.

so i shall let you see some.

and more coming. there's too many.

school's in

2007-01-18T20:06:00.000+08:00

alright. school's not THAT bad.
after a few weeks in school i manage to find a few friends
and meet new people.
but the school work is like so damn stress ah
every single day there's at least TWO homeworks.
and every single day there's tuition. [except monday]
so i'd be home LATEST by 7.30.
and then it's homework time. like wtf.
so darn stress. oh wells. blogging wouldn't be in my mind for TWO years.
unless i REALLY REALLY have the time.

first day of school

2007-01-03T19:55:00.000+08:00

huh. first day of school is like. bleagh.
it sucks. i dont think i like my class.
not because i hate the subject combi i take,
but its just that....
i'm so darn lonely. no friends to befriends with.
i know i shouldnt just stick to my last year's friends.
must bond and bla bla bla but like whatever.
i shall stick with AMI.
she's like my bestest best friend in the whole wide world(:

just now i started looking for jannah among the crowds.
you know, give her souvenir.
just couldnt find her.
oh wells.

anyway LA was fun fun fun.
i prolly wouldnt put the detailed events here.
unless i have the time to do so la.
anyway those who are close to me, just ask me ah what happened
and whatever you want to know about LA
OK?

2006-12-01T18:20:00.000+08:00

granny died on the 28th of november from some illness.
i miss her very much.

the first time i met her was at 2002.

she was 86 i think.
she was so jumpy. and enthu
she hopped around with us at her backyard, let us touch her horses and ponies.
she was the coolest granny i've ever met
she let us into her garden and let us pick fruits at her orchard,
and made us dinner on our last day at Scotland.
she gave us chocolates almost everyday.
she has a heart made of GOLD

granpa died two years ago.
he was a world war two marine survivor.
tho he lost an arm, he still manages to drive us around town.
he came to auntie gun's house and brought a map;
to show the way to many different places.
he, too, has a heart made of GOLD.
they treat my family as one of their own.
they're just the ones you can never find.
they're one of a kind.

well. i wasnt there to bid them farewell so here you go :

GOODBYE GRANNY AND GRANPA.

hello(((:

2006-11-29T14:30:00.000+08:00

okay i am so sorry that i have not been updating. let's seee. last thursday, i think, the psle results came out. i followed mimin to his school to get his psle results and that freaking smart of an ass got 249. and an A* for english.
who the hell gets A friggin star for english?
and he's going to temasek. for robotics, obviously.
hmm. oh yeah. nenek and datuk suppose to go polyclinic that day
asked me and kak fatin to follow them.
i was sick and knowing nenek; she wouldnt let me near her a kilometer
so busu went with her instead.
after maghrib, we went to swensens at changi airport terminal TWO
and i ate salmon baked rice which was extremelysedapnakmampos
and i bought two books by cecelia aherns, which wrote the book PS I LOVE YOU
yeah those people whom i lent the book to
must agree that that is
the most nicest novel you have ever read in your whole entire life.
okay. exaggeration. but it was nice.
oh and if you may wonder whythehell
i bought so many stuff at changi airport
was because my dad had discounts(:
oh well. anyway i got a hell of a sore throat the next day
due to the amount of ice cream i ate from swensens which was extremely nice.
i DO recommend the macedemia ice cream. it got me hooked. not hookeR -.-

last friday, i got my passport. my biometric passport. and my passport no. is
E0102somethingsomethingsomethingC
like WTH how am i suppose to remember THAT?
and the biopass cannot get wet nor bent bla bla bla. like whatever.
and i bought my books on that day.
my dad spent 198.70 bucks for my books.
er. oh yeah abang syafiq bin something something something BAMADHAJ
who is my cousin nikah-ed on that day. i was soo pissed off because
of something which i wouldnt write here
and i stupidly didnt bring my handphone there and i got a bit too bored.
if not for the invention of the TELEVISION,
i think i would have died there already.
so yada yada i watched ghost whisperer but
i didnt get to watch the ending ):

on saturday was the day me and my sister bought a
windbreaker each for 35.10 each.
which was really nice. and my we went shopping with my mum.
with her and her cards, we can buy buy buy! lol kidding mum, if you're reading this

on sunday was madrasah day. shyaza didnt come
and she missed so many important stuff. tsk tsk
no one asked you to pon the day before exams(:
you DODO.
well nothing much happened except i learnt that
steven gerard has been scoring in TWO consecutive games!
bravo, gerrard, bravo!

come monday, diyanah day.
which i suppose the paper was not that bad.
ustazah gave us tooo much clues.
but i guess that's good.
then after the paper, i went back home and slept.
then i studied until 11+

then yesterday we had sirah which was fairly ok too.
then we had 2 and a half hours' break before we had arab remedial.
me, shyaza and jannah went to eat at pasir ris central.
and we had so much fun la
oh and not to forget;
thank you shyaza for buying me that plain water for eighty cents(:
and rem was sooooo funny.
shyaza said madonna instead of ramadhan-a
hahaha LOSER!
and jannah thought that thalib was dollah.
like soooo jauh.
anyway yesterday was kinda fun cos after rem,
me and kak fatin went to tampines and i bought:
a bag
and clips
and lanyard
and kak fatin belanja me to this super nice earrings; i like.
and then we ter-meet maman.
ter because my mum would think that
we purposely want to meet up with him,
which we did not. i mean he's our bloody cousin kan?
but whatever.

anyway just now arab paper was okay. i suppose.
and we went to take our tickets for this 6th of december LA trip.
we're going to have a stopover at narita which is at japan.
20 hours of flight. die die die. over the wideee pacific ocean.
no point sitting at the window seat
cos all you see is the wide, BLUEEEE ocean(:
plus, it's difficult to get to the toilet(:
and i swear, 20 hours on board, you just won't be able to hold your pee(:
and i am so not going to waste my time sleeping in the plane,
i'm going to take advantage of that screen in front of me(:
and i would call the steward/stewardess to bring me glasses of water.
haha i wish.
i'm shy to call them(:
and i hope my dad would drive in US tho it's a left-hand drive.
see whether he is as terror as cik mus(:

oh well. anyway. just dont come and see my blog from
3rd december to 17th december.
i shall take alot of pictures in LA and post it here.
plus i'm gonna buy my close friends something from LA.
er. mickeymouse pen? (:

2e6 2006

2006-11-17T11:37:00.000+08:00

i am going to miss my class so much.

Abigail - i'm going to miss calling you rich

Aisyah - i'm going to miss you always waving at everyone and
always taking risks by using your handphone in class

Benita - i'm going to miss your crazyness when we recieve our papers.

Cai Miao - haha same class. i guess i wont miss you at all.
4 years same class eh?

Ashley - i'm going to miss you to since you're going TA and i prolly
wont be seeing you anymore.

Denise - i'm going to miss looking at you dancing in class all the time.
i'll miss your screams when people tickle you.
i'm going to miss your bitten infected pens. i love you daughter

Shermaine - i'm going to miss you always annoying me.

Karen - you smart ass; i'll miss you too

Claire - i'm going to miss you badminton-er.

Ellaisha - i'm going to miss your sangat sangat spastic-ness.

Rachel Lim - oh my god i'm going to miss this liverpool fan.
i'm losing another liverpool fan!!

Maryam - i'll miss you so much. always keep up with my crazyness.
i love you.

Amirah - my-best-friend-who-supports-manu-
because-of-ronaldo i'm so going to miss you and
oh my god i'm missing you already.

Syafiqah - my granddaughter. i'm going to miss playing soccer with you.

Rachel Seah - you smart ass go TA i'm going to miss you, nerd.

Sakina - i am soooo happy that you got what you wanted.
we shall go see cik ma everyday(:

Fatimah - sometimes you make me pissed off but at times
it can be so much fun talking to you about books and i
always lend you my books.
i'm going to miss one LOUD friend.

Chia Li - i'm going to miss you. you maths geek. so smart go TA.
dont scare off your friends with you food knowledge can?

well. in general. i'm going to miss everyone. i love you all

finally it's out

2006-11-17T11:29:00.000+08:00

i'm in 3/8!!

no. that does NOT mean that i'm stupid.

i'm taking
english
hml
maths
a maths
pure chem
pure physics
elect lit
core geog

i got my wish.
yay.

pictures((:

2006-11-15T14:10:00.000+08:00

PRPS JALAN RAYA WAS OHMYGOD.

FUN!

this is outside zaf's house. like OMG cantikgilanakmampus

this is zaf's swing

this is Zaf's pool. blur(:

FOR MORE PRPS JALAN RAYA PHOTOS PLEASE
PROCEED TO MOON'S BLOG OR TASNEEM'S BLOG.

VOGUE-EST MAKCIK IN SINGAPORE (inside joke)

VIVO CITY

THE FLOATING BOOKSTORE

RANDOM PHOTOS

la la la. waiting....

2006-11-15T14:04:00.000+08:00

ok. i'm waiting for the pictures to be uploaded to the computer.
i shall add them later. i promise. i can't believe that i'm going on a 20 hour flight to LA. like what the hell am i going to do in the plane for 20 freaking hours? can die ah. anyway. so far i've collected 355 bucks.
i will not spend my money i will not spend my money i will not spend my money i will not spend my money i will not spend my money

horror movie death

2006-11-14T15:22:00.000+08:00

Immoral Death

How will it happen?	You will be shot while you are looking for your dropped contact lense.

'What horror movie death would you have?' at QuizGalaxy.com

what will your obituary say?

2006-11-14T14:19:00.000+08:00

'What will your obituary say?' at QuizGalaxy.com

hari raya(:

2006-11-14T10:51:00.000+08:00

yesterday was UBER fun(:
me and my primary school friends went jalan raya together-gether.
i missed Dian soooo much la.
and Zafirah's house is jaw-droppingly nice.
we all cam-whored the whole entire day.

oh and i collected $351 already(: like OMG

and poor Dian doesn't know what a wedgie is((:
ahahaha
and tasneem went bonkers.

yesterday was probably the funnest day of my life
it's something i can't put in words.

i can't wait to go for tomorrow's jalan raya; if i'm not too lazy or too tired to do so(:

i want to go cikgu's house!!!

and like alamak.com? wt#%!*

and at moon's house tasneem and anita scream macam budak gila.
moon is soo cute and innocent la. haha
TASNEEM. we shall all watch a movie someday.

primary school friends are such dear friends.
it made me think about my secondary school friends.
like _ _ _ _ _ _ who just gets on my nerve all the time.
it's hard to get along with her at times.

amirah and sakina are the closest i have in 2e6.
maryam is a good friend too.
aisyah and syaf;
i'm not too close
and ellai's just the same.
nazurah i shan't mention
and fatimah is quite okay
and
diyana?
i have no idea.

oh well.

i guess that's how much i achieved for the past two years.
i just don't understand.
i thought we were all quite close
but i guess i'm just so wrong.

those two years we had might be the only chance we had to bond and befriend each other; but we wasted it all.
if only time could rewind itself
then we would all have bonded.
in primary school we had all six years to bond and have fun.
but that's not a reason that we are more bonded.

well. i shall upload all the photos soon. i promise.

i shall update.

2006-11-13T08:37:00.000+08:00

i'm amazed at how early i woke up this morning.

yesterday me, my sisters, my mum and my cousin's family went out together again. we went to uncle Isa's house and i got $5 from him. therefore, my collection now is $303((:
then we went to nenek's house at bedok to pray asar and maghrib.
afterwards, we went VIVO CITY and we went on the floating bookstore, which is full of christian books and stuff. anyway we went up and the steps were like so difficult to go up with theextremelyhighheeledshoes me and my sister wore.
cik mus took at least twenty pictures there, that siao uncle.
i'll upload the pictures soon; i can't find my USB cable):

oh anyway, i don't think uncle Isa's house is THAT big (he lives in a condo too).
and i fought with my cousins and my younger sister for teasing me about something very sensitive. yeah, i merajuk-ed.

anyway. after going VIVO, we were really hungry.
so we went to bedok corner. the ikan bakar is sedappp.

then we went home at like 11 i think. yep.

SATURDAY

was quite funny.
first my family went to uncle Roslan's house at simei.
then we called our cousins to ask what time they're going to cik ajis house.
so from uncle Roslan's house, we went out to PIE to go to JURONG which was where cik ajis lives.
so anyway, they told us there was a massive jam at kallang. we tried to avoid it by exiting at eunos but somehow the massive jam had spread all the way to where we were and we got caught in the jam too.
yadee yadaa, we got out of the jam, turned back went into TPE and was on the way to KJE when cik mus called and said there was a jam there too at mandai. like wt&%#! two jams in one day.
let's fast forward.
when we reached cik ajis' house, i ran to the toilet and pee-ed((:

after cik ajis' house, we went to auntie lela's house.
and sudiyani was there but i didn't talk to him.
mimin, hin, sakinah, cik mus shared racist jokes with us and cannot tahan laugh like mad people. and none of us realised that auntie lela's husband, god knows his name, was listening to us; until he laughed.

(then yesterday at uncle isa's house i sat beside sudiyani and his dad joked that i was sitting beside my abang angkat. like -.- he's my bloody cousin)

and then after auntie lela's house we went to uncle ibrahim's house; we went to the wrong house at first. a house belonging to Ismail and Maznah. HAHAHA lol. anyway only auntie ramnah and maman was there.

and nurazman was so helpful((:
and i said bye to him. what an achievement made by Alia Amanina Bte Zulkifli. *yay* -.-

after uncle ibrahim's house we went to loyang point(:
we love loyang point.

then we went home; cos the next day have madrasah. and at madrasah shyaza and me came across the word lumpawoo(:

GODIVA

2006-11-12T13:20:00.000+08:00

the GODIVA chocolates my mum got.

some have alcohol in them. the pretty ones have alcohol in them.

some hari raya photos.

2006-11-12T11:55:00.000+08:00

that's my dining room. clockwise: amar, mum, tok anjang's wife, nek long, aisyah

centre: uncle taib. behind him is tok anjang.
on his left, auntie leha, the siao auntie. the one she's talking to is
pak long. beside tok anjang is uncle madi. have no idea who the
person in green is but the one in blue is auntie biba(:
that's uncle taib gorging himself on food =)

that's uncle roslan's family, minus two of them.
the guy in red is my dad

sitting down on floor (from left): dad, cik ajis, cik mus
top (from left): cik misah, auntie kamsiah, busu, nenek, datuk O, pak
long, my mum

(from left): auntie kamsiah, busu, nenek, datuk O, ibu, cik misah.

sitting on floor(from left): amar, shaker, muhaimin
top(from left):ashraff, nenek, datuk O, shalihin

the two front ones(left): afiah, arifah
the behind ones(left): amirah, sakinah, ME, nisa zul.
those sitting on sofa(left): rabiatul, nenek, datuk O, fatin, amalina

NENEK AND DATUK O

THE BELOVED COUSINS. minus naidatul and syahiroh.

that's it. the hari raya at my house and the first day of raya photos
enjoy(:

more photos coming your way soon.

haha i sound like the mrt circle line thingy. MRT COMING YOUR WAY ((:

update on hari raya

2006-11-10T11:39:00.000+08:00

i told my sisters that i would only start spending my money when i collected $300.
and so far i've collected $298(:
so i'm not spending it. YET
oh well. and my dad said he would give me a hundred US dollars if i took a rollercoaster at disneyland. yup. i'm going to LA. LOS ANGELES. the first and the last time we're going to LA.
my dad is making my passport, soon, he says. oh wth. soon is like never
yeah yeah, i'm excited to get a passport cos i've been sharing a passport with my dad so i cant go anywhere unless i'm with him. feel a bit TRAPPED.

so yeah, i guess that's it for now.
oh oh and i'm going jalan raya with my primary school darlings so...$$$

haha LOL

my mistake

2006-11-10T11:35:00.000+08:00

okay okay. so there's no such thing as cedar GIRLS' primary. it's cedar primary. my bad.
thanks shyaza((:

crazy aunts

2006-11-09T10:55:00.000+08:00

oh my god. i so love my aunts no matter how crazy they can be. like auntie leha.
this woman is beyond crazy. haha.

unc ibrahim, unc isa, auntie liza, auntie lela, auntie norlia they all came to my house when auntie leha and the rest of my hundred something relatives who crammed my house was there.

then they went to the next house first, while me and my sisters were washing the dishes like crazy.

when we reached the next house, they were like asking my mom, "eh ain! kau punye sepupu tu dah balik ke belum?"

and i'm like thinking, wth. my mum's cousins are theirs also what. siao people.

and then my mum, who cleverly retorted back "eh, aku punye sepupu korang punye jugak pe"

well that made them shut up for a few seconds.

haha then like, okay, they told us that unc ibrahim they all never go their house...only go our house... then i told my mom they were jealous.

and they agreed(: such honest people.

so well. it goes on and on until at auntie ita's house where auntie leha was shouting at us like mad.

she said that my mom and busu are like 'quote:kembar siam:unquote'

then auntie shikin (who is extremely clever cos she is a doctor of philosophy) interrupted that of course they were close cos they are in the same school and probably the same class and then auntie leha was like "oh a'ah"

like LOL siao auntie.

oh oh then this aunt of mine asked me where TKGS was and bla bla bla. so it's like quite a reasonable question, then went on asking me about TKSS and TKPS...if you want to know about tkss ask tok busu la he taught there what. ask me for what sia. anyway. then she ask me, "so where's tanjong katong girls' PRIMARY?"

LIKE WHAT THE FUCK. NO SUCH THING SIA.

if she wants to put her daughter into a girls' school put her in HAIG GIRLS' la since she's staying in marine parade. and haig girls' is also a good school what. if she wants better school go cedar girls' primary or raffles girls' primary la.
ask me such stupid questions. makes her look like an idiot. and she's like what. thirty something of age?

i mean, even my grandmother knows that no such school exists.

oh well. anyway. uncle abang adik's chicken wing is super nice(:

and what the hell la kak farah can drive already!

the random me

2006-11-08T19:10:00.000+08:00

HEYY. this is my first blog(: LOL so random